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Tuesday, January 06, 2009

most awkward moment of 2009 so far:
bumping into denis at the supermarket on saturday
SO AWKWARD
like
both of us momentarily went into shock
it was like OH NO
WHAT DO I DO
i think i TRIED to smile
my brain was telling my muscles to force a smile
but i suspect even though i THINK i half smiled
maybe i didnt!
i just TOTALLY didnt know how to react
we just wanted to move off as quickly as possible!
haha
ayeee
you know
its not that i'm pissed off at her anymore
OKAY
maybe when i start remembering all the crap she pulled
it DOES make my blood start to boil
but like
i dont need to fight the urge to bitch slap her
when i see her
so thats good right?
haha
AHHH SO WEIRD
oh wells oh wells

you know
i was talking to aud the other day
and we were talking about guys
and i said
i HONESTLY wouldnt mind dating a
boring GUAI boy now
i dont care if he's boring
just so long as he doesnt put me thro
all the shit all my other ex bfs put me thro
and aud was like
but WHYY
why are you settling for LESS
you're compromising your own wants
and you know what
the more i think about it
the more i think
i can NEVER date a boring guy
like
seriously
it might actually kill me more
than having to put up with all the nonsense
that the average moronic fun loving guy gives
OH THE DILEMMA
haha
actually its not really much of a dillemma
cause at the end of the day
i think
i KNOW which guy i'll pick

on a totally unrelated note
i had fun on saturday!
hahaha
yes man was funny
haha
ANY show with jim carrey in it cant be BAD
and chilling out at timbre with the church friends was GOOD
and and and
THE GOODFELLAS ARE REALLY GOOD
(i am so reluctant to admit this but
I STILL HAVE THIS HUGE THING FOR GUYS WITH GUITARS.urghhh)
someone please go with me toe timbre soon!
i wanna hear them play again!

the tragic romance