LOVE ME OR HATE ME, i'm still on your mind.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
that's all that has been
running thro my head since the morning
you are NOTHING
but a SELFISH ARROGANT INSENSITIVE #$@^#$@!@#@%
i am sorry
sorry for ever thinking
that ONE day you might change
sorry for hoping
that one day you might be able
to see beyond your OWN needs
sorry for even thinking
i could ever forgive you
for everything you have done
to her
to us
cause now i know
i never will
because YOU will never never ever
see what it is that you do wrong
as i said
you are a selfish @#*%3!@#$!$!
havent you heard
that you can never buy
other's love
or RESPECT
not mine
not hers
not from anyone with a brain
you will never have my love
nor respect
the sad thing is
i will never be able to tell you
what i really think of you
you
you will never understand
the impact you have on my life
on the lives of the people
who have to put up with you
but its okay
everything happens for a reason yes?
your actions make me stronger
it makes me wiser
sometimes i wish i didnt have to
be so strong
but i am
and at any rate
being strong is better than being weak
when i look at you
i see everything
i never want to be
i never will be you
and i thank god for that
at the end of the day
we still have each other

who do you have?

the tragic romance