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Thursday, August 07, 2008

omg i think i am really going mad
i was walking home yest in the night
AND I SAW A GUY THAT LOOKED EXACTLY LIKE HIM
the green tee he was wearing was the SAME SHADE
as HIS fave green tee
and his HAIR.same colour same style.
BEFORE HE SHAVED HIS HEAD
but by now it wouldve grown back right?
BUT
the guy was with another girl
AND their backs were facing me
so i coundnt really tell!
i was SO TEMPTED to get up in their face
and check if it was him!
but i was like no no no WALK AWAY GIRL
but after i walked away
i started regretting
like OMG ALICIA
even if it wasnt him
you could live with the embarrassment!
but if it WAS
al least you'd know
and knowing is so much better than
well
NOT KNOWING
someone please just kick me
but you know what
its okay
it doesnt matter
chin up march forward
there's nothing to look back on

This is the third time this week
That I find myself wandering down your street
And I can't seem to give it up.
And I've even stopped making these excuses
For why you're stuck here in my thoughts
When it's been long enough.
And I try to keep myself moving,
But I'm not going anywhere.

I wait in the same spot
Brain like a parking lot
You're the traffic in my head
You're the reason that I'm wrecked
I pray for it to stop
Like rain on the sidewalk
The traffic in my head
You're the traffic in my head
There's just too much to forget

Guess I should be happy now
Everything is back to how it was
Before you came around
I'm already changing
I've even tried to find a new distraction
But still you surround
As if it's not hard enough
And I try to keep myself moving
But I'm not getting anywhere

I wait in the same spot
Brain like a parking lot
You're the traffic in my head
You're the reason that I'm wrecked
I pray for it to stop
Like rain on the sidewalk
The traffic in my head
You're the traffic in my head

A part of me thinks that I'm going crazy
The world's spinning
My vision is hazy
And none of this makes any sense
I never meant for this to end
I can do what I have to do...
If I could only get around you

I wait in the same spot
Brain like a parking lot
You're the traffic in my head
You're the reason that I'm wrecked
I pray for it to stop
Like rain on the sidewalk
The traffic in my head
You're the traffic in my head
There's just too much to forget

There's just too much to forget

There's just too much to forget

the tragic romance