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Monday, July 14, 2008

OKAY
there is good stuff i want to say
and BAD stuff i want to say
so i think i should start with the
BAD stuff
so that i will end on a good note today
haha
the BAD STUFF
okay its not entirely bad
but alicia is FREAKING STRESSED OUT
stressed reached a whole new level yest
for thr first time in months i was
crying about something
other than shaughn
i was SO STRESSED last night
the reality that the a's are COMING
that i am nowhere near getting A's
or B's or RARR
i am dead please
i know there is
STILL time
but this time around
there is SO much more pressure involved
the journey home from timbre
made me think ALOT
dont get me wrong
i missed the friends ALOT
they all know i love them to bits
but you know
when ian was like
HEY LETS GO ZOUK
for the first time
i really didnt feel like partying
cause the stupid a's LOOM ahead
and i just
the last thing i want to do is club
i need to get this over with
which is GOOD
cause you will not hear me whine
about not being able to club anymore
till november
haha
(alicia also needs to thank aud for
constantly reminding me that i NEED to
study and that clubbing is of no great
importance at the present moment )
friends i hope you guys know i love
you guys to the moon and back
but alicia will be M-I-A for a while
cause i have to get this right
this time round
there is really no more do overs
after this
it doesnt mean that alicia loves you guys any less
if you dont see me in the next few months
alicia will MAKE time for all of you once
she is done with her exams!

the tragic romance