LOVE ME OR HATE ME, i'm still on your mind.

Monday, June 23, 2008

"Fix You"

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

this song just means so much to me right now
today is the 23rd of june
exactly 3 months from my birthday
3 months from easter
3 months of singlehood
3 months since the end
its time to move on alicia
he's not coming back

yesterday when you called
i was holding the phone
i SAW it ring
i got so happy
i wanted to pick up
every bit of me was just aching to
hear you on the other side of the phone
and my head i was screaming
PICK UP THE DAMN PHONE
but
i didnt
i guess i can fairly say i passed the test
first time i put my foot down
first time
i am saying
i'm not letting you push me around
i told you
dont regret it if you insist on constantly pushing me away
cause i wont stick around forever to take
trash from you
but you thought
i'll always be there
it HURTS me to walk away
you dont understand how much this hurts
i know
i lost something i will never be able to replace
but
there is nothing left of it anymore
nothing to stay for
i promise you i will learn from my mistakes
3 months
hopefully it marks the beginning of the
rest of my life

the tragic romance