LOVE ME OR HATE ME, i'm still on your mind.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Well, all I need is the air I breathe
and a place to rest my head"

alicia does not know WHAT she is doing
ANYMORE
like seriously
i think i am an idiot
you know
when i watch grey's anatomy
you know when shepherd was being an idiot
and stringing meredith along
i used to go OMG WHY IS SHE BEING SO STUPID
a part of me hates her character
and loves her at the same time
because
honestly
i can actually relate to her
unexplainable stupidity sometimes
rarr
the less i say these days
THE BETTER

ANYWAY
i AM LIKE DYING OF BOREDOM RIGHT NOW
SOMEBODY PLEASE SAVE ME
pbft
i really miss everyone like crazy
I MISS SCHOOL
believe it or not
i miss my crazy friends
i miss walking out the front door
and NOT sinking into depression
i miss GETTING HUGS FROM EVERYONE
rarr
i am never going to survive the next few months
pbft
and DS IF YOU ARE READING THIS
FRIEND I HOPE YOU ARE FEELING MUCH BETTER KK
okiee
time for alicia to attempt
to cook up something decent for lunch

I wanted a lover
To show me the way love goes
To know what it felt like
To let something take control
To live the expression
I'm head over heels this time
Unafraid to be open
And thinking I'd be just fine
But I found the very end
That it all depends

'Cause love can lift you so high
Or it'll leave you to die
And it's not like you ever get to choose
(Which way that it leads you)
Ooh it can play with your mind
Or make you feel so alive
Either way you'll survive 'cause
That's what love can do
Ohh, yeah yeah
That's what love can do

I guess now I get why
They say love is a dangerous game
'Cause when you think that you're winning
You find out that you just been been played
You give and you sacrifice
You make changes in your life
Everyone's got advice
But no one's got a clue (not even you)
And I found in the very end
That it all depends

'Cause love can lift you so high
Or it'll leave you to die
And it's not like you ever get to choose
(Which way that it leads you)
Ooh it can play with your mind
Or make you feel so alive
Either way you'll survive 'cause
That's what love can do
Ooh, ohh, ooh
That's what love can do

I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming
Dreaming of when I believed in
Fairy tales, sunset sails, it never fails
Till reality sets in
I begin to comprehend how crazy this has been
And I can't depend on
Anyone for my happily ever after
Yeah, yeah

'Cause love can lift you so high
Or it'll leave you to die
And it's not like you ever get to choose
(Which way that it leads you)
Ooh it can play

the tragic romance