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alicia


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THE PAST



Friday, April 25, 2008

So How,
Do you expect me,
To live alone with just me?
Cause my world revolves around you,
Its so hard for me to breathe.
Tell Me How I'm supposed to breathe with no air.
Can't live can't breathe with no air.
That's how I feel when I know you ain't there.
Its No Air No Air.
Got me out here in the water so deep.
Tell me how you gonna be without me.
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
There's No Air No Air



in my last feeble attempt
i called one more time on wednesday night
not expecting a reply of course
i left the phone in my room
when i got back
HE CALLED BACK
he actually returned my call
i called him back
but THEN he wouldnt pick up
by then i was like
OMG FUCK ALICIA WHAT DID YOU JUST DO
YOU MISSED THE CALL
yes
but he did message
two messages and he is gone forever
i thought that if we talked
it would make things better
that i could find some closure
but what he had to say
it just confused me even more
and as i lay in bed that night
crying my eyes out
listening to my own heart break
i realised
it doesnt matter anymore
it is really time to move on
cause he is never ever going to be
there for you
it is OVER
no matter how i hard i might try
to stay friends it is just gone
and there is nothing left for us to say
nothing left for us to do
you do not show up after disappering
for ONE MONTH
and give me some vague reason as to
why you disappeared
i dont know if i should believe you
or if your playing games with me
honestly i dont care
i dont want to think about this anymore
goodbye friend
person i know
or at least person i used to know
person who is soon to be merely
a distant memory
whatever it is you are facing now
i wish you luck
and i honestly hope you clean up
your whole act soon
for YOUR sake
there is nothing wrong in letting go
if you know you have tried your best
to make it work
and i know i did
and so i am letting go
alicia promises to think with her head
and not her heart anymore
a heart is a mere organ
you do not think with your heart
you think with your head


"Don't Waste Your Time"

It's over, it's over, it's over:

It seems you can't hear me
When I open my mouth you never listen
You say stay, but what does that mean
Do you think I honestly want to be reminded forever

Don't waste your time trying to fix
What I want to erase
What I need to forget
Don't waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean
I don't want your hand
You'll only pull me down
So save your breath
Don't waste your song
On me, on me
Don't waste your time

It's not easy not answering
Every time I want to talk to you
But I can't
If you only knew the hell I put myself through
Replaying memories in my head of you and I
Every night

Don't waste your time trying to fix
What I want to erase
What I need to forget
Don't waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean
I don't want your hand
You'll only pull me down
So save your breath
Don't waste your song
On me, on me
Don't waste your time

You're callin'
You're talkin'
You're tryin'
Tryin' to get in
But it's over, it's over, it's over
Friend

Don't waste your time trying to fix it
So save your breath, don't waste your song
On me, on me
Don't waste your time

You held me
You felt me
You left me
But it's over, it's over, it's over
You touched me
You had me
But it's over, it's over, it's over my friend
Don't waste my time


the tragic romance