i hope everyone watched idol gives back yesterday you know one thing i have to say despite what everyone might say about the americans they are giving people they bother bout helping people other than themselves and for that i take my hat off to them i think it is so heart wrenching THE KIDS they shouldnt have to suffer like that and WE think our lives suck and that its not worth living we want to kill ourselves commit suicide because the husband left her and because the girlfriend cheated on him but life is so much more than that i am so amazed sometimes when you watch the video clips of the kids in africa and the little acts of kindness put such a big smile on their faces they see the beauty in the smallest of things because they dont have much we take so much for granted so much this world we live in makes me sick to my stomach sometimes nobody cares anymore murders rapes robbery homeless people starving people dying children the list goes on and on the thing is we can DO something about it we can change things around if not completely then well we can still make a difference sometimes i ask myself WHY would god let people suffer LIKE THIS it makes no sense cause i dont think god ever meant for his own children to suffer like this maybe it was his hope that we would band together put our differences inside to try to change everything that we would not let even the CHILDREN of our world suffer like this maybe he meant for all of us to learn and grow together i guess we will never know but could you live with yourself? if there was something you could do to save a life? yes maybe we did nothing to take a life but by not doing anything we would have allowed someone else to die and that that is something we have to remember "all it takes for evil to triumph, is for good men to do nothing." i hope to go to africa someday i hope i may gather the courage to do something with my life someday something that means something we are all constantly searching for a purpose in life well its staring us in the face just that most of us do nothing as my mum said yesterday all these bigshot celebrities they dont need their ten houses if they sold five of their houses and donated the money to charity SO MUCH of the world's problems might be solved yes there are MANY celebrities that are making a difference and i do admire them i do but there are so many of them that have the means to do so much but they dont and for that we the NORMAL people must work harder to help every little bit counts can you imagine if everyone who had the means to live comfortably adopted a kid? it'd be amazing really we could conquer so much if we all worked together but i guess that wont be happening anytime soon sighs whatever it is you know how i've been so unsure bout what i should do with my life i had this moment where everything was suddenly so clear gosh ALICIA AND HER BIG DREAMS i hope i live them someday i hope they become a reality but really i really do hope to go to africa it doesnt matter be it africa or cambodia or india where ever some day i hope that the friends that i hold dearest to my heart will come with me and we shall all go together and grow together and have something to be truly happy about that we in our small ways helped to make a difference
"Hands"
If I could tell the world just one thing It would be that we're all OK And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful And useless in times like these I won't be made useless I won't be idle with despair I will gather myself around my faith For light does the darkness most fear My hands are small, I know But they're not yours, they are my own But they're not yours, they are my own And I am never broken Poverty stole your golden shoes It didn't steal your laughter And heartache came to visit me But I knew it wasn't ever after We'll fight, not out of spite For someone must stand up for what's right 'Cause where there's a man who has no voice There ours shall go singing My hands are small I know But they're not yours, they are my own But they're not yours, they are my own I am never broken In the end only kindness matters In the end only kindness matters I will get down on my knees, and I will pray I will get down on my knees, and I will pray I will get down on my knees, and I will pray My hands are small I know But they're not yours, they are my own But they're not yours, they are my own And I am never broken My hands are small I know But they're not yours, they are my own But they're not yours, they are my own And I am never broken We are never broken We are God's eyes God's hands God's mind We are God's eyes God's hands God's heart
