i was going to blog bout how i would miss school but nobody says it better than sam sammysideup! sorry dear! i hope you dont mind me taking this from your blog!
So i'm back at home while everyone's out in school, it feels so weird not being with the girls. We'd prolly be out doing things like singing a little too loudly at stairways, rushing down to the quadrangle(pfft i got it right! :) nonetheless parade square is more fetch please) because somehow we're always late, taking extended walks round the crooks and crannies of the building just because it's onlymaths, making fun of canoeing boys showing off at the exercise corner, doodling pass it on nonsense on the left blank page of econs notes. I miss you all so bad, so bad. I miss being noisy from frivolous giggles to our roars of uncontrollable laughter, I miss our song renditions of wonderwall, tokyo drift and omgosh so many other annoying weird ass songs i grow to get used to only because we give them our own makeover I miss our STOPIT___YOUAREMADTODAY but whatever we're all mad every other day I miss our lets disturb amanda sleeping in position number 20439 I miss our arduous yet rewarding trips to THE nice toilet I miss our bout of sudden courage like tampering with the cca banner HAHA (my partner in crime none other than marianwong) I miss the way we call each other with a certain sense of endearment i cannot explain (aliciapeters! marian? manduhh, sammysideup! liciaaa, marianwongshitting, emily's samantha eh why you calling me samantha?!, soh pei pei, princessofzambaiohfWhattheheckican'trem) I miss our birthday spins right smack in the middle of the quadrangle I miss our complaining about canteen food even though we're so hungry before we lose our appetite I miss how we get exciteddd about the least of things, every single thing (like when we were talking about studying in australia together haha fathope but shit i swear that made us so happy it made our day, just the prospect of it)
Most of all i miss how we didn't even have to say it, yet we just knew we always had each other's backs. That while we could turn our gloomy days into rainbows&sunshine (haha) in an instant, we could also turn AHHsquealgigglerolldanceplay-ing kind of moments into contemplative reflective heart-to-heart talks. So different in our own ways (because you're all damn special) yet so alike.
I admit there were countless days i would wake up, go through school, and get completely sucked dry from jc life. The last two years were probably one of my most trying times i had to struggle through. He's brought me through it, but not without the bestest company in such an environment and period of my life. And that i am so thankful for.
And so when i was younger i had the idea that grown ups were magically presented with a shiny toolbox fitted with a standard set of maturity and ideals. I've come to realise that life only hands over to you friendship, honesty, compassion and prayer. And amazingly, against all odds, they're mostly enough.
there is no better way two sum up my two years of jc life my row friends you made my life THIS MUCH BETTER seriously I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT even on my saddest and most depressing days sam and marian and manda would do WHATEVER IT TAKES just to make me smile i would've never made it through those two years without you guys MARIAN for always listening to me and counselling me for always always making me smile SAM for being the bestest confidante ever for talking to me bout EVERYTHING from god to religion to parents to annoying silbings to silly things like donuts and bunnies and FUN STUFF I LOVE YOU MANDA for being our wonderful cute friend everyone's favourite sleepyhead aye THE ROW i love you ALL mustnt forget the other friends that have had my back IAN KETSU TAN my bestest bunny friend! the army is STEALING you from me rarr please take care of yourself friend party animal ian ketsu tan is going to have to go away for a while now that youre going to the army I AM GOING TO MISS YOU FRIEND you have been a VERY important friend to me for all our silly bunny talk and our discussing "TACTICS" and "strategies" (haha!) for always having my back and looking out for me and taking care of me we had better stay friends for a LONG TIME K (: SERENA TOH for listening to me WHINE and WHINE and WHINE constantly for being the most constant friend from the beginning of my jc life i dont know what id do without you friend you've been there for me in good times and in bad PET GOH you too friend have ALWAYS been there to talk to me when i needed someone to talk to and TIM I MISS YOU FRIEND i hardly get to talk to you nowadays I"M SO BUSY i'm sorry friend CATCH UP SOON OKAY well there are so many other people to thank but my jc life though rocky and full of its ups and downs is something i wouldnt trade for the world i love you guys MUCHLY happy new year friends may our friendship last for a long time to come (:
