PRELIMS ENDED TODAY lalala okay i have been meaning to do this post for a very long time okay not VERY long but like 2 weeks this is for nicholas ignatius chia peng yang alicia wants to apologise i TRIED i tried for SO LONG to block you out to forget you to put you away after serena TALKED to me the other when i wanted to talk to "L" (cause that's what you tag my board as so i shall refer to you as that) i listened i did but you know what was the thing that made me let go of everything? it was you i was putting songs into my wonderful new hot pink shuffle AND i found yellowcard's only one it just flashback to the day the day when you learnt to play only one FOR ME i gathered up enough courage to go listen to forevermore one more time i didnt cry this time it was the first time i didnt cry when i heard it all the memories everything just came rushing back at me you you you you were wonderful you loved me and respected me and trusted me to no end you were the ONLY guy who ever understood me who knew ALL of me who took care of me you really did take care of me sometimes when things get so so bad i find myself that wishing that you were still here to tell me that everything is going to be alright just like how you used to god i miss you so much remembering you helped me to let go of my ex because i KNOW i know that it doesnt have to be this complicated and this screwed up that it is not SUPPOSED to be like this what we had what we had was real it was true every once in a while when i do talk about you my heart still melts if anything i am glad you were first cause if i had gotten into a screwed up relationship first i may have been too frightened to ever get into another one i'm sorry that i took so long to realise how great the thing we had was WE were great you you never expected me to be anything but MYSELF you never demanded anything from me things were SIMPLE and there was no complications with annoying exs sighs you know i keep asking myself why you might have been angry at me sometimes i forget that i was the one who broke up with you i guess thats the thing that eats at me the most what if i had just held on would we have worked? would you have come to cj? would my jc life have been EXTRA AWESOME with you around maybe i would've gone to poly with you? maybe i wouldnt be SUFFERING in jc now? but now no more should haves/would haves and could haves alicia has nothing but love left when she thinks of you i know you probably will never read this but where ever you are and whatever you are doing i hope you are happy you were more important to me than you will ever know you are the one who helped me turn my life around you were the one that carried me on your wings when i was so down and depressed and when everything was all wrong take care love alicia will always have a special place in her heart for you the blur king/mr p/my superman thank you for helping me unknowingly AGAIN alicia has been happy eversince that day you gave me that little push to move on with my life you really were an angel
COME BACK DOWN Staring right back in the face A memory can't be erased I know, because I tried Start to feel the emptiness And everything I'm gonna miss I know, that I can't hide
All this time is passing by I think it's time to just move on
When you come back down If you land on your feet I hope you find a way to make it back to me When you come around I'll be there for you Don't have to be alone with what you're going through
Start to breathe and fake a smile It's all the same after a while I know, that you are tired Carrying the ones you lost A picture frame with all the thoughts I know, you hold inside
I hope that you can find your way back To the place where you belong
When you come back down If you land on your feet I hope you find a way to make it back to me [Come Back Down lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
When you come around I'll be there for you Don't have to be alone with what you're going through
You're coming back down You say you feel lost can I help you find it When you come around From time to time we all are blinded You're coming back down You don't have to tell me what you're feeling I know what you're going through I won't be the one that lets go of you
I think it's time to just move on
When you come back down If you land on your feet I hope you find a way to make it back to me When you come around I'll be there for you Don't have to be alone with what you're going through
When you come back down If you land on your feet I hope you find a way to make it back to me When you come around I'll be there for you Don't have to be alone with what you're going through
