LOVE ME OR HATE ME, i'm still on your mind.

Saturday, September 08, 2007

okay
i wanted to post this sometime next week
on the 15th
but i guess this will do for now
i have realised a lot of things this week
i have a lot of people to thank
but for now
all i want to say
is that
the 15th sept is coming
i realise it has been ONE YEAR
and after serena kinda scolded me the otherday
for wanting to talk to you again
i realise that i really dont care anymore
you know what
i'll give you that
you were right
when you said we never really had that much to
begin with
cause we didnt
a blast from the past this week
reminded me what it was SUPPOSED to be like
and now i know
it is not me that doenst understand what love is
cause i do
my mr. p taught it to me a long time ago
the meaning of
unconditional love and trust
and so
for the first time in a very long time
i have been HAPPY this week
(even though dreadful prelimes are NEXT WEEK
of course i'm not happy bout THAT)
but inside i am happy
finally
i feel so free!
haha
marian says i am TOO HAPPY
but hey
there is no such things as TOO HAPPY yes?
and even if there was
HEY
gotta make up for all that time
i spent being depressed yes?
haha
MUCH LOVE TO EVERYONE
alicia is off to
attempt dreadful math again
RARR

I see her body move in deadly positions
Her fingers graze my neck for the last time
Her lungs are spilling out
What's keeping me alive?
What's keeping her alive?
Let's see, let's cut of all her long blond hair

Listen sweetie
You never meant that much to me
Hope your eyes can see
What you did to me
You'll always be my enemy

I see the victims of the deadliest poison
My face has turned her skin chalk white
My lungs are spilling out
What's keeping her alive, but was she ever dead?
Let's see, there's footprints trailing out of the morgue

Listen sweetie
You never meant that much to me
Hope your eyes can see
What you did to me
You'll always be my enemy

I see her body move
I watch her body move
She's deadly poison
My only poison
I see her body move
I watch her body move
She's deadly poison
My only poison

Let's see, let's cut of all her long blond hair

Listen sweetie
You never meant that much to me
Hope your eyes can see
What you did to me
You'll always be my enemy
My enemy
My enemy
What you did to me
You'll always be my...

Listen sweetie (I see her body move)
You never meant that much to me (I watch her body move, she's deadly poison, my only poison)
Hope your eyes can see (I see her body move)
What you did to me (I watch her body move)
You'll always be my enemy (She's deadly poison, my only poison)

the tragic romance