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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

well
THIS has been a relatively shitty week
THANK GOD FOR SIMPSONS
sighs
i think i am going mad
have you ever been constantly surrounded by people
and yet
felt totally alone
there are some things you just cant
talk to people about
so you just keep everything in
hoping that by some miracle
it will disappear
but IT WONT
sighs
oh yeah
you know
i saw in in school last week
you know
when i said it
to keep his distance
i thought he would understand
i thought he would understand WHY
it didnt cross my mind that he would be
ANGRY
it didnt even occur to me
till i bumped into him
the way he walked off
my heart broke
you know
i wanted to explain to him when i got home
i wanted him to understand
that i am not being
IRRATIONAL
that i am not doing this in anger
but then
i realised
he wouldnt understand
maybe some things are better left unsaid
sighs
i dont know

you know
church this week was bad
you know
it was the first time
in a LONG time that i went for mass
by myself
cause i came in SUPER LATE
so i had to slip in to one of the corner pews
it was the first time
i didnt have anyone to talk to
or anyone to laugh with
at the silly things that people do in church
and
i felt this total wave of emptiness
consume me
it was so bad i wanted to cry
everything is wrong
everything is so wrong
i want things to be RIGHT AGAIN
sighs
i have been feeling shitty eversince
i know WHAT i have to do
i just dont know where to start
you know what?
maybe i DONT know what to do after all
sighs

Apologize
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like an angel, heavens not the thing for you,
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologizes, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

you HAVE to listen to this song
i LOVE it
and i am ADDICTED to james morrison now
james morrison is LOVE.<3

the tragic romance