alicia is going to be very random today. dont say i didnt warn you! haha okay LOVE is in the air all my friends are falling in love all over again which is a GOOD thing alicia is VERY excited and happy for ALL of you just that you know a tiny bit of me is sad for MYSELF cause well just because.
you know every week i'm in church and i see the cute little kiddies in the church they're like the most ADORABLE things in the whole entire world! they are so CUTE and FAT and INNOCENT and and EVERYTHING WONDERFUL gahh i want a cute little lump of fat of my own! haha but but then i remember i'm supposed to grow up alone maybe i'll ADOPT a kid next time we shall seee..
and another thing you know what i dont get people who are TOTALLY against religion not just a particular religion but ALL religions cause they say they dont believe in god FINE its one thing to say you DONT BELIEVE IN GOD go ahead its YOUR opinion you can think whatever you wish to what i DONT GET is the need to constantly put down other people's religion and to undermine it and make it look stupid and to make the people who actually believe that god exists look stupid too you know we dont go out of our way to undermine people who DONT believe in god and we do not rub it in their face cause of the fact that in truth their lives are so meaningless not that they ARE meaningless i just think that the people who make the MOST noise bout god believing people are the ones that lead the most meaningless lives the ones that always grow up dissatisfied the ones that are never happy maybe... the reason that THESE people make so much of noise is because they're just sore they dont understand it they dont understand the meaning of having faith in god i have NOTHING against people with no religion i just get pissed at people whoe constantly put religion down cause they dont understand it cause you know what? religion and church and god are the few things that have held me together all these past few years OH WELLS just felt like i needed to say that! yep!
anyway anyway i think i'm SCREWED for my mid years! rarr part of me cant wait till its over and part of me NEVER wants it to come! blearghh okay okay math is calling me! better fo try to finish up tuition homework *SOBS i hate math... ):
"Call Me When You're Sober"
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late.
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late.
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over.
How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine.
So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up your mind.
