alicia is pissed pissed pissed okay i know this post is going to spoil the lovely effect of my new skin but I DONT CARE you know on monday after night study i was coming home and there was this really old couple walking in front of me but they were still holding and they were so happy they GLOWED amd in that instant my heart melted cause i've been trying so hard to convince myself that true love doesnt exist and that nobody ends up HAPPY but when i saw them it was like letting this little ray of hope in that maybe true lasting love really does exist
later on everything was still okay till he took out the camera of his big trip to europe then i saw her in the photos even the ones with his family and inside i just snapped i snapped lately i'd been thinking that he changed that maybe i could learn to forgive him for everything but in that moment all the anger and resentment and bitterness came rushing back and i realise maybe i will never be able to truly forgive him i realised that a leopard will never change its spots he can never change he will never i went to sleep feeling so angry and bitter and the whole damn world for a lot of things but then i remembered the old couple walking hand in hand and i guess i cooled dowm a little but still angry at him you know what me and serena were talking bout it the other day serena was like some guys will never understand us and the effect their actions have on us but the thing is its not that the CANNOT understand it its that they dont want to and its not that they dont have a conscience its that they choose to ignore it sighs whatever I GIVE UP as i have always said i'm going to grow up to be an old wrinkly prune ALL ALONE but you know what i'm fine with that as long as i dont have to deal with shit like this being alone is definitely better.
"Ghost Of A Good Thing"
I guess it’s luck, but it’s the same Hard luck, you’ve been trying to tame Maybe it’s love, but it’s like you said “Love is like a role that we play.”
But, I believe in you so much I could die for the words that you say But, I believe in you so much I could die from the words that you say
But, you’re chasin’ the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It’s getting away from you again While you’re chasin’ ghosts
I guess it’s luck, but it’s the same Hard luck, you’ve been trying to tame Maybe it’s love, but it’s like you said “Love is like a role that we play.”
But, I believe in you so much I could die for the words that you say But, I believe in you so much I could die from the words that you say
But, you’re chasin’ the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It’s getting away from you again While you’re chasin’ ghosts
Just bend the pieces ‘till they fit Like they were made for it But, they weren’t meant for this No, they weren’t meant for this
Just bend the pieces ‘till they fit Like they were made for it But, they weren’t meant for this
Chasin’ the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It’s getting away, away, away, away from you again
Chasin’ the ghost of a good thing Haunting yourself as the real thing It’s getting away from you again While you’re chasin’ ghosts
