LOVE ME OR HATE ME, i'm still on your mind.

Friday, April 20, 2007

Quote of the day:
i never knew until that moment how bad it
could hurt to lose something you never really had."

i wont deny
i had a really shitty week this week
ever since last week
when i like totally broke down in the library
the other day
i've been crying like every other day
sometimes i dont know WHY
but yes
i was upset
i guess it was the realisation
that i had lost something
i never really had in the first place
but anyway
i'm very proud of myself
i gave it back
well at least i did one thing right today
haiya
you know
i had a lot of things to say
before i came online
but now
i cant seem to remember any of it anymore
urghhh
i'm gonna go
watch some tv

"Big Girls Don't Cry"

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

i'm a big girl yes i am.

the tragic romance