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Monday, April 09, 2007

alicia is in a very pissy mood now
grahh
not that i actually care
not that it actually bothers me in any way
it doesnt
it shouldnt
it just...
RARR

PISSED

serena says my anti guys sentiments
are coming out very strongly on my blog
I"M SORRY
i pity all the nice guys who read my posts
if your a nice guy
you should KNOW that all this
isnt directed at you
if your a nice guy
alicia will love you long time!
BUT
the asses
urghh
driving me UP THE WALL
they dont realise the kind of damage they can do
the messes they leave behind
the pieces they leave us with
the pieces we are trying so
constantly and desperately to fix
the best we can
cause at the end of the day
we know
we can never fix things back
to exactly how they were like before
i want
to be able to love
to open my heart
to trust someone wholeheartedly
but my head says no
because
guys
they always find a way to disappoint
always
i'm so tired of it
everytime i think with my heart
i get screwed over
time to start thinking with your head dear girl
face it
your the only one whom you can ever
fully depended on
that's the way its always going to be
sighs
the day
i find a guy
who doesnt disappoint me
whom lets me love him and trust him
with everything i have
is the day the cows fly
and the pigs go moo.
SIGHS
sadnesss
it really is
gahh
i'm going to go sit myself
in a corner and try to come down
GOODNIGHT WORLD.

the tragic romance