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THE PAST



Saturday, March 10, 2007

yesterday was....
the last day of term!!
and there was ROCKAFELLASKANK

i've got a lot of stuff i want to say bout that
but okay lets start from the beginning
school ended
there was drama
we had CAKE
mtv video drama filmed was so so so
CUTE
then after drama
me and marian and pet and serena
cabbed down to my house to shower and change
for rockafella!
yes yes
we got there and then we met up with the rest
sam sam's friend hr hr's friend manda emi audrey binni and pet.

concert started
OMG
you know
it was only THEN that i realised
exactly how much i missed the rock music
and the guitars
and the drums and everything
and i was thinking
and then and then
suddenly i saw HIM
moshing like mad in front
i was omg is that...?
it WAS
i wanted to pretend like i didnt see him
but okay
i messaaged him
asked him why he was there
haiz
i dont know why
i get really upset after that
i guess i just havent seen him in a long time
everything bottled up inside was just
waiting to come out
music was pounding
you know when the music's
pounding in your chest and you just wanna
get up and jump around
but nobody wanted to jump around with me!
except for serena!
rarr.
i needed to get it all up
i swear i almost cried during ROCKAFELLA
i needed to MOSH
stupid stupid school
DONT ALLOW US TO MOSH UP IN FRONT
WTH
rarr
haha
but by the last band everyone
managed to push their way up front
yay yay yay
god i felt so much better after that!
by the way the lasy band
FAQ?
they WON
omg the lead guy is hot stuff i tell you
haha
lalala
anyway anyway
so right
we were all waiting downstairs in the foyer
after the whole thing
and i saw him AGAIN
he looked up i swear he saw me
he purposely picked up pace and walked
out of school damn fast
PRETEND LIKE I DONT EXIST WILL YOU?
wth
what did i ever do to you?
i dont understand
why do you feel such a strong need
to cut me out and pretend like i dont exist
you're evil
you truly are
and MEAN
if this's the way you want it to be
FINE
fuck you
i was damn upset yesterday
but
you know what?
ex boyfriends just arent worth it
maybe samuel was right
you cant keep them as friends
you just have to cut them off and move on
thats the only way
cause
you guys will keep on hurting me
i loved you okay
i loved you when you were
still quiet and anti social
and realatively introverted
and now?
what?
your too cool for me now?
i wash my hands
i really do
ex boyfriends are a pain in the arse
you dont deserve alicia love anymore
no love for you
no more
NO MORE
i give up
i really do
thanks for almost ruining my night
thank god for my lovelies
all my love is for you guys and
you guys only now yes yes?
sighs

okay other then that
rockafella was pretty okay this year!
thought the bands were good
but i think i had more fun last year cause
me and steoh got to mosh a LOT MORE
haha
oh well
someone take me to a REAL gig soon!
i WANT
haha
okay okay
off for breakfast now!



THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES

Im gonna make it bend and break,
They sent you to me without wings,
Say a prayer, but let the good times roll,
In case God doesn't show,
Let the good times roll (Let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right,
But its the wrong's that make the words come to life,
Who does he think he is?
If that's the worst you've got,
Better put your fingers back to the key.

One night and one more time,
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren't so great,
He tastes like you, only sweeter,
One night, yea, one more time,
Thanks for the memories,
Thanks for the memories,
See, he tastes like you, only sweeter.
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

Been looking forward to the future,
But my eyesight is going bad,
And this crystal ball is,
Always cloudy except for (except for),
When you look into the past (look into the past),
One night stand (One night stand, oh)

One night and one more time,
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren't so great,
He tastes like you, only sweeter,
One night, yea, one more time,
Thanks for the memories,
Thanks for the memories,
See, he tastes like you, only sweeter.
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

They say I only think,
In the form of crunching numbers,
In hotel rooms, collecting Page Six lovers,
Get me out of my mind, and get you out of those clothes.
Im a liner away from getting you into the mood.
Woah-oh.

One night and one more time,
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren't so great,
He tastes like you, only sweeter,
One night, (Woah) Yea (Woah) one more time,
Thanks for the memories, Thanks for the memories,
See, he tastes like you, only sweeter.
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh






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