yesterday was.... the last day of term!! and there was ROCKAFELLASKANK
i've got a lot of stuff i want to say bout that but okay lets start from the beginning school ended there was drama we had CAKE mtv video drama filmed was so so so CUTE then after drama me and marian and pet and serena cabbed down to my house to shower and change for rockafella! yes yes we got there and then we met up with the rest sam sam's friend hr hr's friend manda emi audrey binni and pet.
concert started OMG you know it was only THEN that i realised exactly how much i missed the rock music and the guitars and the drums and everything and i was thinking and then and then suddenly i saw HIM moshing like mad in front i was omg is that...? it WAS i wanted to pretend like i didnt see him but okay i messaaged him asked him why he was there haiz i dont know why i get really upset after that i guess i just havent seen him in a long time everything bottled up inside was just waiting to come out music was pounding you know when the music's pounding in your chest and you just wanna get up and jump around but nobody wanted to jump around with me! except for serena! rarr. i needed to get it all up i swear i almost cried during ROCKAFELLA i needed to MOSH stupid stupid school DONT ALLOW US TO MOSH UP IN FRONT WTH rarr haha but by the last band everyone managed to push their way up front yay yay yay god i felt so much better after that! by the way the lasy band FAQ? they WON omg the lead guy is hot stuff i tell you haha lalala anyway anyway so right we were all waiting downstairs in the foyer after the whole thing and i saw him AGAIN he looked up i swear he saw me he purposely picked up pace and walked out of school damn fast PRETEND LIKE I DONT EXIST WILL YOU? wth what did i ever do to you? i dont understand why do you feel such a strong need to cut me out and pretend like i dont exist you're evil you truly are and MEAN if this's the way you want it to be FINE fuck you i was damn upset yesterday but you know what? ex boyfriends just arent worth it maybe samuel was right you cant keep them as friends you just have to cut them off and move on thats the only way cause you guys will keep on hurting me i loved you okay i loved you when you were still quiet and anti social and realatively introverted and now? what? your too cool for me now? i wash my hands i really do ex boyfriends are a pain in the arse you dont deserve alicia love anymore no love for you no more NO MORE i give up i really do thanks for almost ruining my night thank god for my lovelies all my love is for you guys and you guys only now yes yes? sighs
okay other then that rockafella was pretty okay this year! thought the bands were good but i think i had more fun last year cause me and steoh got to mosh a LOT MORE haha oh well someone take me to a REAL gig soon! i WANT haha okay okay off for breakfast now!
THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES
Im gonna make it bend and break, They sent you to me without wings, Say a prayer, but let the good times roll, In case God doesn't show, Let the good times roll (Let the good times roll) And I want these words to make things right, But its the wrong's that make the words come to life, Who does he think he is? If that's the worst you've got, Better put your fingers back to the key.
One night and one more time, Thanks for the memories, Even though they weren't so great, He tastes like you, only sweeter, One night, yea, one more time, Thanks for the memories, Thanks for the memories, See, he tastes like you, only sweeter. Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Been looking forward to the future, But my eyesight is going bad, And this crystal ball is, Always cloudy except for (except for), When you look into the past (look into the past), One night stand (One night stand, oh)
One night and one more time, Thanks for the memories, Even though they weren't so great, He tastes like you, only sweeter, One night, yea, one more time, Thanks for the memories, Thanks for the memories, See, he tastes like you, only sweeter. Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
They say I only think, In the form of crunching numbers, In hotel rooms, collecting Page Six lovers, Get me out of my mind, and get you out of those clothes. Im a liner away from getting you into the mood. Woah-oh.
One night and one more time, Thanks for the memories, Even though they weren't so great, He tastes like you, only sweeter, One night, (Woah) Yea (Woah) one more time, Thanks for the memories, Thanks for the memories, See, he tastes like you, only sweeter. Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh