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Friday, March 16, 2007

WELL
for every good thing that happens to me
there is the bad
and for every bad thing that happens to me
there is the GOOD
that's what i realised
its all about balance isnt it?
but why does it seem that sometimes
the bad seems to always far outweigh the good?
oh wells
you know
i was just thinking the other day
about the dislike for the word FOREVER
if you know me well enough
you would know
that i absolutely hate it when people use the word forever
especially when it comes to relationships
i never
let anyone use forever on me
because
i always say
dont make promises you cant keep
you cant promise me forever
nobody can
so dont
say forever
but lately
i've been thinking
i liked guys who didnt promise forever
but
would i rather a guy
who at least TRIED to give me forever?
or the guy who was so afraid of commitment
and responsibility that he refused to even
TRY to give me that?
i'd take the former
cause i realise its not me
i'm not the one who's afraid of
committment and resposibility
its the other party's committment
and responsibility that i dont have faith in
and so
i shall try not to hate the word forever so much now
cause in all truth
it is a wonderful word
if you mean it when you use it

okay!
anyway i just got back from school!
met up with binni and sondra and rinda
to plan stuffs for the drama camp.
its NEXT WEEK
*gasp
oh yes
and you know what!
camp falls on my birthday
oh JOY
no partying next friday night i guess... ))):
nevermindddd
at least i get to spend it with my drama darlings i guess
haha
oh wellls

okay!
i just realised i have a WHOLE pile or work
to clear up by this weekend!
grahhh
the word WORK
that is the one word everyone should truly detest
the world would be such a lovely place without WORK
dont you think?

and oh man!
i miss serena and pet a lot a lot a lot!
i got so much to tell them!
grahh

the tragic romance