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Saturday, March 31, 2007

omg
the past week has just been
an emotionall ROLLERCOASTER
my moods keep on CHANGING
its starting to annoy ME
rarr

most of the week was just
neutral i guess
though the past two weeks have been like
my ANTI-GUY week
cause almost everyday of the week
i've felt the need to kick at least ONE guy in the arse
rarr

but okay
i guess
i'm quite happy with myself
i ended up calling him on friday
i know i know
you may think
alicia you lousy you gave in
AGAIN
but its not for the reasons
you would think i did it for
i was just thinking bout it
and like
i guess
i suddenly realised
that i dont want to be the one
to push anyone away
and i dont want to be the one
to screw whatever little's left between us
i refuse to be responsible
for screwing it up

yes
anyway
friday was good!
me and serena and pet and doug and tim
were supposed to go to
swensen's for ice cream!
but it was too packed
so we went to secret recipe instead!
haha
YAY
i love the cakes!
the cakes are
GORGEOUS
anyway
you know the five of us
were sitting on the comfy couches
and this great wave of nostalgia hit me
it just totally reminded me
of the first few weeks in school
when we used to go out after drama
ALL the time
the five of us
haha
i'm REALLY going to miss the five of us hanging out together
TIM WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GO
i'm missing you already
we ALL are
rarr
*SOBS
i want my timmy tim tam the tuschinini!
):
blearghh
i hope poly works out for you tho
we all want the best for you
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF ALRIGHT?
we love you many many

alicia felt the need to kick a guy
in the arse again today!
annoying piece of shit
i swear
i dont know why my mum bothers being nice to him
i dont think he deserves it
gahhh
chill
i must learn to chill

i love BK BREAKFAST
i've been putting on weight
chocolate makes me HAPPY
bunny family is LOVE
timmy tim tim is our daddy
doug is mummy
i am TIRED
doing two and a half hours of chem at one shot
is mentally EXHAUSTING
MARCH is the most
fabulous month in the whole year
i love man-eater
i'd DIE without chocolate
i love love love hellogoodbye!
VAN IS IN MY CHEM CLASS NOW!
hahaha

can you tell i'm feeling very RANDOM now
i need sleep
gonna turn in now!
nights to the horrible cruel
cold mean vicious world out there
i'm off to LALA LAND.

the tragic romance