before i say anything else i have to say THAT SUNDAY WAS WONDERFUL!! you know whyy?? because... NICKY CALLED ME haha omg omg omg i havent talked to nicky in like... AGES some best friend i am HMPFF but yes yes i knew i missed nicky but i didnt realise exactly how much i missed talking to her till she called we had SO much to catch up on haiya but you know what i love bout nicky no matter how long we dont see each other and we dont talk to each other when we actually do its so easy to talk to her its never awkward or weird i can just tell her EVERYTHING nicky nicky nicky I LOVE YOU you know with you i can truly say that we are going to be friends to the end really TO THE END i'd keep you forever and ever and ever you'd better keep me as a friend too! haha oh man nicky really really really made my day! heehee especially with all her talk bout gay boys and flowers and well just about everything under the sun and nicky hello hello if you EVER need to talk about stuffs i'm ONLY a call away okay? dont keep it to yourself for weeks before telling me! alicia will always always always make time for you k? haha
okay okay now that i'm done with that i've got somethinge else to say okay i was listening to 'the freshmen' on the way to school today
The Freshmen -The Verve Pipe
When I was young I knew everything And she a punk who rarely ever took advice And now I'm guilt stricken sobbing with my head on the floor Stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice I can't be held responsible, cause she was touching her face I won't be held responsible, she fell in love in the first place
For the life of me I cannot remember What made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise For the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins We were merely freshmen
My best friend took a weeks vacation to forget her His girl took a week's worth of valium and slept And now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his head on a floor Thinks about her now and how he never really wept he says I can't be held responsible, cause she was touching her face I won't be held responsible, she fell in love in the first place
(Repeat chorus)
We've tried to wash our hands of all of this We never talk of our lacking relationships And how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our heads on the floor We fell through the ice when we tried not to slip we'd say I cant be held responsible, cause she was touching her face And I wont be held responsible, she fell in love in the first place
(Repeat chorus)
We were merely freshmen We were only freshmen...
yes yes.you know i used to like this song. but i havent listened to it in a while and when i did today i was filled with this huge sense of irritation its such a typical GUY'S song how very typical always looking for excuses always looking for a way to justify their actions doing stuff and then being unable to accept the consequences seriously some guys they just dont THINK all they care about is the fun here and now but you know what? there are consequences for ALL your actions there is no easy way to rid yourself of guilt like this seriously but by that time its too late isnt it? all the guilt in the world wouldnt be able to fix it anymore haiz am i making sense? i dont think i'm making much sense now oh wells its okay as long as i know what i'm talking bout
and well speaking of guilt i'm feeling awfully guilty right now i just saw one of the younger ones from choir online you know what her msn nick was? "hi everyone.i miss you all.i hope everyone in choir will be back in one whole entire big group soon" sighs we abandoned the little ones too sighs i hate the feeling of guilt eats you up from inside out sighs
okay okay i must stop thinking of deperessing stuffs right now all i'm going to think about is.... ROCKAFELLASKANK 3!!! ahhhh!!! been waiting for this for FOREVER yay yay yay! its THIS FRIDAY. prabably gonna be getting the tickets either today or tomorrow. this is EXACTLY what i need right now haha. (:
