yesterday meeting went better than expected i didnt say i was happy oh no i dont think anyone can say that they are HAPPY at the current situation complications complications sighs you know you never really realise how much you value and treasure things till your at risk of losing everything i've been doing a lot of thinking lately i think i've learnt a LOT from the past few months here's some of it plus my usual random stuff haha
-how important god and church and my religion are to me -how dependent i am on my friends -some friends just arent worth it -and some friends just ARE :) -alicia is a very all-or-nothing-at-all girl -i hate myself for a lot of things -i also love myself for a lot of things too -everyone has their limits,even i do -the struggle for fame and glory and power is never pretty -I LOVE MY TODDLER FRIENDS -i am very easily contented -i give in too much sometimes -people lie to you -you WILL get hurt -i have horrible fears which i have yet to conquer -alicia is not as together as she would like to be -despite everything,i will never stop loving and i cannot give up on human relationships,no matter how much they continue to fail me, because that is just the way i am -i love my mummy very much no matter what i say -choir is LOVE -love only the people who you know will love and care for you as much as you love and care for them -i value my values and beliefs very much -even in compromise there is line you must draw -loyalty and trust and love is everything to me -god has blessed me with very many angels in my life -i have a great many things to be thankful for -i will always be a hopeless romantic, idealistic and naive and overly trusting and all -there is nothing wrong with being a hopeless romantic -cj has given me more than i could ever ask for (this includes the people and you know who you guys are) -i only can say i love you when i really truly mean it -i can be extremely stubborn at times -i hate any kind of politics -politics seems to be unavoidable -i could never live without the love of my life (CHOCOLATE! :) )
this is all i can think of right now off the top of my head yes well i shall be off to study for a bit br paul talk yest DID scare me
and oh yes despite meeting dinner and everything was lovely haiz i guess all everyone can do now is leave it all in god's hands yes thats the only thing all of us can ever do and i wouldnt have it any other way
"Here In Your Arms"
I like where we are, When we drive, in your car I like where we are.... Here
Cause our lips, can touch And our cheeks, can brush Our lips can touch here
Well, you are the one, the one that lies close to me Whisper's "Hello, I miss you quite terribly" I fell in love, in love with you suddenly Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
I like where you sleep, When you sleep, next to me. I like where you sleep... here
Our lips, can touch And our cheeks, can brush Our lips can touch here
Well, you are the one, the one that lies close to me Whisper's "Hello, I miss you quite terribly" I fell in love, in love with you suddenly Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
