okay i just stepped into the house it is 6.15pm and i am proud to say that i have successfully survived the cruel 14th feb the dreaded VALENTINE'S day okay so until 6pm yesterday i was totally anti v day and i was refusing to do anything for valentine's day but then i started feeling guilty cause i knew all of my dearies were gonna bring something for v day and so i decided to get off my lazy ass and put something together i apologise my dears for not personalising stuff and all it was the best i could do yest considering the condition i was in i am TRULY sick i tell you so yes i headed out today feeling all sore and unethusiastic about valentine's day but today turned out better then expected i was LATE again haha but today i bumped into seong hoon on the way to school and we managed to escape detention! lalala hee.... (:
okay this was sam's note to me today
ALICIA PETER you know i find all this v day thingamagic pointless sometimes but then i remember its appreciation for loved ones just because people like you are worth all the commercialised crap and more.
haha.I TOTALLY AGREE WITH SAM. i love you sam as moody as i was today i truly did not intend to dampen anyone else's v day spirit and if i did i am TRULY sorry yes. but since i didnt write you guys personalised messages i shall thank the few of you here for everything
TURTLE FRIEND: marian wong!thank you for making my school days BEARABLE i have no idea what i'd do without my turtle friend thank you for always ALWAYS looking out for me no matter what and for listening to me whine bout my sorry miserable life all the time alicia loves you MUCHLY alright?
GOLDFISH: sam!i think you have been one of my very VERY important friends the past year if i need advice on stuff SAM is the person i know i can go to thank you dearest for always putting things into perspective for me and for keeping me grounded and all you know how much i LOVE you i dont even need to say it
AMANDA SOH PEI PEI: thank you for making me SMILE in school all the time school wouldnt mean as much to me without my TODDLER FRIENDS and no matter what you are our mumber one toddler kk? haha i lovee manddaaa.
MISS UNGLAM: dear serena toh may out friendship last forever and ever AMEN i never thought i'd get a friend in cj like you seriously you're everything a good friend should be thank you for being by my side to all the crap i will ALWAYS be here for you just like how you've always been here for me you will always be my angel dear and i will always be here to share my wings with you (:
MY AIRHEAD: pet goh!i love love LOVE you k? your the sweetest THANK YOU FOR WONDERFUL PRESENT TODAY i know how much effort you put into it and people only put in that much effort for people they care about i am truly thankful to have a friend like you yes the past year has brought all of us closer together i hope our friendship last for a long long long long time! haha
HUIREN: thank you huiren for being YOU you are truly one of a kind always smily and bouncy and full of energy it is INFECTIOUS what would we do without our miss sunshine/ apple girl/fruit basket woman/APPLE PICKER hee...
ZEHRA: okay so i know you dont read my blog BUT i couldnt leave you out if there's one thing i gained out of all the time we spent at chingay practices its is my friendship with you that is the ONE thing i am grateful to chingay for zehra you are a wonderful wonderful girl i love our long talks on the bus on the way home and now that chingay's ending if there's one thing i'm going to miss it is THAT but just because chingay's over IT DOESNT MEAN YOU STOP TALKING TO ME ALRIGHT? we must still have our long conversations every once in while okayyy?
ROY LEE: as much as you might not know it sometimes our little conversations online really DO help me you are a wonderful guy roy thank you thank you thank you if amd when you need to talk to someone i'm always here yes?
TIMOTHY LIM: timmmm! i wish you wouldnt go! ): i never realised how much i actually value our bus rides home after drama and stuff cause it REALLY helps me get al lot off my shoulders you should know haha i am SORRY okay if i unload too much stuff on you sometimes but when i'm stressed i cant help it! haha. didnt get to give you your v day thingy todayy ): but but i still love you all the same kk?
EMILY: mermaid friend! your presence in class is very much missed it just isnt the same without you but know that we all love you a lot a lot a lot kay?
BINNI: our lovable lovable drama president thank you for ENTERTAINING us all those times we went off running around town and lunching and window shopping and stuff hehe thank you for just being YOU and yes i LOVE your favourite jacket as much as i love you hehe. (can you see my super big evil grin now?)
EDWIN: yes i havent forgotten you! haha thank you for all those nights you kept me company when i couldnt SLEEP and thank you for putting up with all my nonsense and never ever getting annoyed with me haha okay even if you do at least you dont show it yes? haha
okayy this is all i have FOR NOW if i have missed anyone important out i am very very sorry alicia owes you a personal note then alright?
okay okay alicia is feeling much happier now after typing all that out cause it has temporarily distracted me from sinking into depression (OH YES.and thank you roseann yeo for the chat yesterday! i think it was a much needed one.I LOVE YOU TOO. :) )
YES.and for those of you who share my anti valentine's day sentiments and think that valentine's day is just an excuse to eat loads and loads of chocolates and think that if your in love you dont need ONE day to celebrate it cause your supposed to treasure every single day/hour/minute/second spent together
okay okay i'm off to try and study for chem! i think i'm screwed for the econs test tomorrow anyway so i shall try to just focus on chem then
and oh yes before i forget HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY EVERYONE!
You're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go Baby it ain't fair you know To just keep me hangin' 'round You say you don't wanna hurt me Don't want to see my tears So why are you still standing here Just watching me drown
[Chorus] And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the road There's nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go
You can drag out the heartache Baby you can make it quick Really get it over with And just let me move on Don't concern yourself With this mess you've left for me I can clean it up, you see Just as long as you're gone
[Chorus]
You not making up your mind Is killing me and wasting time I need so much more than that Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
[Chorus]
Leave the pieces when you go.
love this song much thanks to roy for sending it to me! okay i'm going to go surround myself with my lovely chocolates for now heh (: chocolates are THE most wonderful things in the whole wide world.
