LOVE ME OR HATE ME, i'm still on your mind.

Friday, February 09, 2007

ITS FRIDAY
thank god
i think i had a very horrible day in school today
aunt and all came over last night
and we had chocolate cake and wine
and i was getting so stressed out
trying ti finish my AQ with my mum and dad
yelling and grumbling bout the silly mission trip
i wanted to just finish everythin up and go to SLEEP
then i just downed the rest of the wine
and i woke up in the morning with a
HORRID HEADACHE
i'm not EVER drinking on a school night
haha
plus i slept REALLY late yest
had important stuff to finish up
i looked like hell today
sounded like hell too!
my voice was totally GONE in the morning
sis and bro couldnt stop laughing at me
HMPF
evilllnesss...
SPEAKING OF EVILLNESS
the evil evil valentine's day is coming
do you feel the sense of DREAD?
haha
okay okay
i guess it isnt so bad
i shall be contented this year
spending the day with my favourite darlings
and besides
it means nigel's birthday is coming too!
haha
i cant believe i know someone
who's birthday is on v day!
haha
that is just
so CUTE
haha
okay okay
i'm going to turn in EARLY today
headache is KILLING ME
goodnight world.

"All That I'm Living For"
All that I'm living for,
All that I'm dying for,
All that I can't ignore alone at night.

I can feel the night beginning.
Separate me from the living.
Understanding me,
After all I've seen.
Piecing every thought together,
Find the words to make me better.
If I only knew how to pull myself apart.

All that I'm living for,
All that I'm dying for,
All that I can't ignore alone at night.
All that I'm wanted for,
Although I wanted more.
Lock the last open door,
my ghosts are gaining on me.

I believe that dreams are sacred.
Take my darkest fears and play them
Like a lullaby,
Like a reason why,
Like a play of my obsessions,
Make me understand the lesson,
So I'll find myself,
So I won't be lost again.

All that I'm living for,
All that I'm dying for,
All that I can't ignore alone at night.
All that I'm wanted for,
Although I wanted more.
Lock the last open door,
my ghosts are gaining on me.

Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me,
To be the one.
I could have run forever,
But how far would I have come
Without mourning your love?

All that I'm living for,
All that I'm dying for,
All that I can't ignore alone at night.
All that I'm wanted for,
Although I wanted more.
Lock the last open door,
my ghosts are gaining on me.

Should it hurt to love you?
Should I feel like I do?
Should I lock the last open door,
My ghosts are gaining on me.

the tragic romance