LOVE ME OR HATE ME, i'm still on your mind.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

CROSS COUNTRY today
i say it was QUITE fun
considering we played most of the way
and only rean like....1km of the way
hee...
but then again i couldnt really run much anyway
my foot was hurting like hell
its WORSE now
i think i sprained my foot
or pulled a muscle or something like that
gahh
it sucks
i feel so...
restricted
and annoyed
and silly
limping and hobbling around everywhere
HMPF.
mum and me still not talking
today's her birthday actually
so feeling quite bad bout it all
but
she still like
wont talk to me
so i really
haiz
i dont really care anymore
haiya
oh wells
math was SHITTY today
gahh
better study for chem test next week
i need to pass al least that!
sighs
okay
and omg i've been eating so much the past few day
i have to STOP
the fats are piling onnn
i've got to start gymming soon
AFTER my foot gets better
darn it
oh wells
off to do chem

"Sweet Sacrifice"
It's true, we're all a little insane.
But it's so clear,
Now that I'm unchained.
Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me.
Don't deny.
Sweet sacrifice.

One day I'm gonna forget your name,
And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain.
Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey?
I'm your sacrifice.
(I dream in darknessI sleep to die,
Erase the silence,Erase my life,
Our burning ashes
Blacken the day,
A world of nothingness,
Blow me away.)
Do you wonder why you hate?
Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me.
Don't deny.
Sweet sacrifice.

the tragic romance