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Saturday, January 13, 2007

WELL
i ate an awful lot for dinner today!
dinner at breeks!
after mass
i think i eat too much for my own good
when i'm depressed
i think i'm going MAD
i think so.
one minute i'll be so super high and happy
and the next i'll be so damn sad
haiz.
i was in church today
and i dont know
i was thinking bout the whole week of school
and i was getting a bit fed up
cause like...
omg look at EVERYTHING that is happening
WHY?
i didnt understand
i couldnt understand
why everything always had to be so difficult
and i was drifting off during sermon again
when the priest said something like
god's blessings come in disguises
even the horrible things that happen
he will turn them into good
cause something good will always come out of it
we may not see WHY
why the seemingly horrible things happen to us when they do
but just wait
a few months
maybe a few years
but in time to come
we will know why
and we will be thankful for everything that happened
sighs.
so everybody
please just hang in there okay
i know a lot of us are going thro a lot of crap right now
but...
we will be okay in the end alright?
we'll all come out better and stronger and wiser than
what we were before all of this.
but for now all we can do is be there for each other yes?
i will be here for you guys okay
all of you
cause alicia loves all of you MUCHLY.
hang in there dearies.

the tragic romance