LOVE ME OR HATE ME, i'm still on your mind.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

sighs
i think school is just exhausting
physically
MENTALLY
and emotionally
god i'm on like some crazy rollercoaster ride
which i cant seem to GET OFF
i dont want to think
i dont want to move anything
for fear that things might get worse
cause no matter how bad things seem at that point of time
when you think you've reached rock bottom
and you think things cant get any worse
THEY DO
i just feel very drained
i dont want to FEEL anymore
it isnt just MY life that's screwing up
everyone around me seems to be screwing up too
and these are people
i love and care about very much
but i cant even handle my OWN life
i dont think i'll ever be able to help anyone else much
urghh
i think
i'm just in one of my bad moods again
bahh

okay.on a lighter note.
i saw something TOTALLY DISGUSTING
on my way home today!
i saw this fat little boy at the bus stop
on the way home
okay
he wasnt LITTLE
he had to be at least 12!
he was drinking his drink
and he was squirting it out through his mouth
like some ridiculous water fountain
trying to draw pictures on the floor with it!
O-M-G!
i stopped dead in my tracks and just
STARED at him.
then he realised i saw him
and he was so embarrassed he ran off
gosh
PEOPLE
no no
i correct myself
BOYS.
hahah.
sighs
okie!
i'm gonna go have dinner now!
ciao.

"Look After You"

If I don't say this now
I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own

i love this song.

the tragic romance