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Monday, January 15, 2007

MONDAY BLUES.

my head hurts
i'm feeling exhausted
and tired
and annoyed
bahh.
i think i started the day on the wrong note
i was still up at twelvish
TRYING to decide if today really WAS roy's birthday
and i was staring at my phone screen
and it took a long time to register
today is the fifteenth.
OH YEAH.
bah.
i'm very tired of being emo.
somebody make me LAUGH.
oh yes but sam and marian and manda and huiren did
a pretty good job of it today.
haha
everyone should here sam sing TOKYO DRIFT.
it is HILARIOUS.
hahahaha.
okay i'm going to watch
so you think you can dance now!
ciao.

TORN

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldnt be that man I adored
You dont seem to know,
dont seem to care what your heart is for
But I dont know him anymore
Theres nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
Thats whats going on,
nothings fine Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late,
Im already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I dont care, I have no luck, I dont miss it all that much
Theres just so many things that I cant touch,
Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn.
torn.

Theres nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings right, Im torn
Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and Im ashamed bound and broken on the floor
Youre a little late,
Im already torn.

the tragic romance