LOVE ME OR HATE ME, i'm still on your mind.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

okayyy
alicia is back in the house
i'm flying solo again
and it isnt going to change for
QUITE A WHILE

its okay
i am okay
i love my mummy
she talked to me yesterday
made me feel much better
think we are going shopping tomorrow!
just what i need
i took sean's advice and i PIGGED out yesterday
sat with the humongous tub of chocolate ice cream
cradled in my lap
chocolate has never never failed me so far
thanks to my darlings
always there to talk to me i love you guys muchly
i'm okay
i really am
i'm just
haiz.
for ONCE
just this once
i wanted a happy christmas
i THOUGHT i was going to get it
i guess
apparently
god has other things in mine
but
i'm tired
i know
i'm supposed to learn from it
buy WHY
does he have to keep TESTING me
omg sometimes i feel like i cant
take it anymore
nehmind.
i mean.
nevermind
i'll pick up the pieces and fix everything back
i'm supposed to be an expert at that remember?
time to move on girl
no looking back.

to all of you whom i've been neglecting this hols
guess what!
you guys are in luck!
cause now my whole schedule has been cleared
now we can meet up!
haha
i love you guys okay
i WILL see you guys SOON alright
alicia loves you all very much
all of you take care yea?
happy hols!

Where do you go, with your broken heart and tow?
What do you do, with the left over you?
And how do you know when to let go?
Where does the good go?
Where does the good go?

the tragic romance