LOVE ME OR HATE ME, i'm still on your mind.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

school "officially" ended on thursday
thank god
need a break from school
oh wells
SATURDAY
hee...
got dragged down to bishan park AGAIN
we went running for a bit
then they wanted to go ROLLERBLADING
omg i totally forgot how to bladeee
rarr.
i fell TWICE okay
but hector fell twice too
so THERE
hee...
still can LAUGH at me
and he was like...
blading around me humming
london bridge is FALLING down
rarr
evilllnesss
and no i do not need a heavyweight crane to
lift mee
haha.
then we went to have breakfast
and we got stuck in the jam on the way back
jeremy was trying to sing
josh groban's you raise me up
THAT was hilarious
hahah.
any way came home and lazed around for a bit
then was off to church
oh my god
hector did something during practice
he made us sing this song
which eventually made everyone cry
it was like
the first time it ever happened during practice
i found myself
thinking bout a lot of stuff
reflecting
but it ended up leaving me very confused
and upset
couldnt really enjoy the rest of the night
after that
oh wellss
spent the morning talking to nicky
nicky i love you so so much
thank you dear
i dont know what i'd do without youu
oh wells
i shall go have lunchh noww
hope the rest have fun at vivo today
i miss you guys A LOT
take careee

beautiful disaster
-kelly clarkson

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme
I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold

And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just aint right
It just aint right
Oh and i dont know
I dont know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh cuz I dont know
I dont know what he’s after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waitin for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end
he breaks He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Oh cuz I dont know
I dont know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

the tragic romance