LOVE ME OR HATE ME, i'm still on your mind.

Friday, October 06, 2006

okayyyy
i'm BACKK
finally decided that i should blog
because i havent posted anything in eonss!
haha
okayyy.lemme see.
whats been hapenning so far
i'm like okay for now i guess
but promo results are really gonna screw up my mood
sighs
it is making me very DEPRESSED
oh wells

but.promos aside.
i'd say the past few weeks have been pretty good!
my good mood hasnt worn out
i think it isnt going to very soon either anywayy
but OMG
i went to the stupid DENTIST on tuesday
RARR
he pulled out FOUR of my teeth.
FOURRR
OHMY GOSH
though i am very proud to say that
i did not scream
or cry
or start swearing
AT THE CLINIC
haha
the swearing only started when i got home
and the numbness was wearing off and
i started feeling the PAIN
and i need to thank my darlings for following me to the dentist
to give me moral support!
hee...
serena emily pet and nat
thank you dears!
i love you all!
but
bahh
braces coming next week
oh JOY
so not lookinf forward to it
i am going to shrink even more cause
i wont be eating AS much then
oh wells.

okay okay
i'm off to do sucky sucky pw
signing out now
ciao.
oh yes.
i need a new layout!
any kind soul wants to help me
do up a new pretty pretty layout?
hee...

okay okay.of to do pw!

I'd Rather Be In Love

I cannot help it
I couldn't stop it if I tried
The same old heartbeat fills the emptiness I have inside
And I've heard that you can't fight love, so I won't complain
'Cause why would I stop the fire that keeps me going on?

'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you

Turn out the lights now
To see is to believe
I just want you near me
I just want you here with me
And I'd give up everything only for you
It's the least that I could do

'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you
And I feel you holding me

Why are we afraid to be in love?
To be loved
I can't explain it
I know it's tough to be loved

And I feel you holding me

the tragic romance