LOVE ME OR HATE ME, i'm still on your mind.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

i knew today was going to be shitty
i never imagined it to be THAT shitty
sighs
it was so bad
i guess
i shall have to try to let go of you guys
slowly
oh god
it took this
the fear of leaving
for me to see how much i've grown to LOVE you guys okay
i dont want to go
you ALL mean so much to me
to my 1st 3months ppl
especially to
serena and steff and kass
you girls were the best okay
i miss talking to you guys muchly
well i still have serena
serena i LOVE youu okay
you like a life saver
to like...
people like doug and dan and all
maybe i dont talk to you guys AS MUCH
but i still love you guys muchly
to my class people
oh gosh you guys rock so much la
when i go i'm gonna miss you guys
i will miss my row darlings so so much
ohmigod
i dont know how i'm going to live without you all
marian sam manda huiren emily
we had so so so much fun okay
and alll the stuff we'd talk bout
the serious stuff
and the nonsensical stuff
and all the stupid crazy things we do everyday
you guys made school fun
thank you guys for everything
marian i'm going to miss you mummying me around
everyday
and to like brandon and dan
brandon thanks for being around when i need to RANT
sometimes. i know i can be ANNOYING.
haha.
sighs
to the drama people
i love drama because of you guys!
drama such a big part of school
the part i love.
and to you
thank you for making me smile again
for a while i was scared
i'd forget how to
i dont have to say how much you mean to me here
cause you know

so there
i hope i didnt miss anyone out
you guys mean the world to me okay
i will MISS you guys
you guys better me missing me too when i'm gone man
haha
sighs
ah wells..

from now
whatever happens
happens
all up to god now
i guess
the rest of you hang in there okay
love you all muchly

the tragic romance