LOVE ME OR HATE ME, i'm still on your mind.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

note to self.

it's the holidayS!
live life the way your supposed to.
and STOP feeling sorry for yourself!
it's not helping anything.
your bloody sixteen!
damn.
enojoy life.
there's so so much more to life
than THIS.

i'm tired.
really tired.
i have to do something.
cause i can't take my heart
breaking into another million pieces.
it hurts.
it really does.
i refuse to break anymore.
stop it girl.
wake up and take a good look around.
what the hell have you been doing with your life?!?

i am going to ENJOY the rest of my hols.
or at least what's left of it.
i will.
don't try and stop me.

yay!movie marathon's coming up!
can't wait!
need to cathc up with my dearies!
miss all of you loads and loads and loads!
oh wells..
hope to see the re st of ya'l soon yea?
meanwhile take care of yourselves k?
love!

"Missing"
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious,
you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"
You won't cry for my absence,
I know -You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

[Chorus]

And if I bleed,
I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

[Chorus]

the tragic romance