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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

heys!todae was like a gratefulness dae manz.juz feeling grateful for everythin and like counting my blessings.makes me realised wad an ungrateful arse i am sometimes... haha.
aye had moral ed todae!now usually nobody really gives a damn abt m.e.like wth?waste of time rite?haha.but todae's m.e. lesson was.... ok ms chow let us watch some tape on honor killings. bout like the situation in pakistan.and how the women are juz given absolutely no respect! i think the bloody men down there treat their cows with more care manz.was seriously damn disturbing.how the women are juz so oppressed there.and how the men have like ultimate power over them.so much so that society feels that it's ok,even right, for them to torture and kill their wives if they think that thy're having an affair or if the women bring any dishonour to them and their name.first i was juz so angry watching the tape!like who the hell do these ass holes think they are?!there is juz NO justification for trying to murder ur wife in such a horrid and brutal way!and the fact that they try to use their religion to try to justify their actions!it's sick.any religion that is so violent and that teaches u to kill is bull shit.cause it's non-existant.and juz look at them.they think they're right!they feel no remorse.nothing!damn it.i can't even type properly now!these kinda stuff juz affect me realli badly.then i saw the women.those who were doused with kerosene and nearly burnt to death.and the women who's husband cut off her ears and her nose and dug out her eyes.god. i juz wanted to cry!it's so horrid.inhumane.sick.i'd kill myself if i had survived that kinda abuse!but they still carry on.looking after their kids and all. women are so oppressed in countries like these.and they suffer so much!and look at us.whining abt stupid things.i can't go out.i fought with my mum.i'm grounded.life's unfair.i can't take it.
life hasn't realli been unfair to us.we've juz been so danr lucky to be born into the situation that we're in.
ms chow said something bout makin a differrence.i think she's os right.with money u can do anything.all the more i wanna grow up to be rich.and successful.after i like help my mum move out of the house i shall be able to help ppl like that!who so desperately need the help.she said somethin bout wadeva career we choose make sure that's its fulfilling.that u can feel satisfied.and good bout wad u do.well,yea.i never knew ms chow was so sensible!and nice.haha.
sighs....bio ca tomorrow....i had better go study!yes yes.i muz study hard.ugh.ritez alicia...sighs.

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