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Monday, February 28, 2005

bleargh.todae was a BAD dae.BAD!grrr....was in such a pissy mood!argh. first in the morning,then later.then stupid bio rubbish screwed up on me.which is why i'm stuck doin it now by the way.yes obviously i was pissed.i juz din feel like sayiny anything juz now.... like wadeva.i still can't believe it la.i kinda lost it at perry's house juz now.eveything was juz weighing down on me.and i coulndn't stand the feelin!!!i realli wasn't planning to go to my grandma's house to see my uncle.like so wad he was back in singapore?like he ever realli cared abt me why shd i care abt him? but yea..then he called when i was at perry's and he called and he talked to me and after i hung up the phone i juz sat there in front of the stupid acomp and cried.like damn it.i was totally losing it.so yea had to make a quick exit.was juz in time too cause like rite after perry closed the gate i was like cryin so uncontrollably!god i felt like such a wuss.thank god i had like the long walk tothe main road and the cab ride and all to get myself composed and like STOP crying!geez.... oh wells.i dun regret going there after all!haha.my uncle's like SO different now!he SO much nicer.wow aust has done wonders to him!
ok ok anywae got a lot of work to catch up on AND A STUPID BIO PROJECT TO FINISH! so yea gtg.better get to work.oh joy.tomorrow's moday.i HATE mondays!bleah. :(

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