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Saturday, January 29, 2005

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!argh!i hate my mum!she juz made me break my promise to myself!hadn't said that damned word in a month,kk?!?so freaking pissed?!?u noe wad?!i GIVE UP!trying not to fight with my mum is like...i dunno..impossible!!oh god. shit her la.why does she always have to do dis to me?!she was yellin at me when i left the house.first thing i see her afterCHURCH,which is like dunno how many hours later she still wan to come and pick a fight with me!I DUN WANNA FIGHT!so juz fuck off!god argh.i dun realli wanna talk abt wad happened.i'm gonna get even moe pissed.and i so hate her when she's tring to put me down.alicia ur such a spoilt brat.alicia ur so stupid.alicia ur too skinny.ur like a pogo stick.ur too flat.got no boobs and no butt.alicia u look like a guy from behind....like yes mum.thank so soooo much for being the super encouraging person that u are.i shall thank u cause ms tan says we shd. so there.
oh and ppl my bmi (body mass index) is not 14.9!!it's 16.9 la!! tps added like 10cm to my height.yea so ppl stop worryin abt me i'm not ona diet how can i be when my stupid mum is force feedin me.shoving food down my throat all the time.damn it why can't she juz leave me alone i wanna be left alone.juz get out.ah i can go on dreaming...
missing the band concert now.dis is so not helping....

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