hello friends! to everyone who's been wondering WHY i havent been blogging in quite a while its cause i've moved to lj
http://deathkisses-89.livejournal.com/
most of my entries will be locked from now on
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the tragic romance
Saturday, March 07, 2009
its so tiring to have to be brave all the time
If my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cos nothing I have is truly mine
the tragic romance
Friday, March 06, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2nTSU-mFWGs
WATCH THE VIDEO i absolutely LOVE this vid
I've got to let it go And just enjoy the show Dum de dum Dudum de dum ^_^
the tragic romance
"For i know the plans i have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future "
-jer 29:11
sam always makes me cry cause she always knows exactly what to say and when i need to hear it yest reading was kind of similar to this about how god knows what his children need and how he will alway provide what is NECESSARY sometimes what is necessary is not necessarily what we want and sometimes the things we want arent necessary either but whatever it is He'll never abandon us
i hate the waiting YES i'm scared but i'm not freaking out somehow i know no matter what happens i'll come out of all of this okay only cause of Him
the tragic romance
Thursday, March 05, 2009
i'm very thankful for my friends i'm glad i wasnt alone today thank you adel thank you edwin MUCH thanks to edwin
i know i'll be okay i got the nicest people to pull me thro
fingers crossed for tomorrow pray for me please i'm not going to worry about it its all up to Him now whatever the outcome i know that He has a plan for me so i'm not going to worry
the tragic romance
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
WOO survived my first 3 days of working double jobs! TIRING but i think its worth it just think of all the KA-CHING KA-CHING thats going to be coming in next month! haha OH YES guess who bumped into on the way to my second job EDWIN hahah I KEEP ON BUMPING INTO EDWIN EVERYONE i practically see him almost everyday now haha EDWIN if you're reading this I HOPE WE DONT START TO GET SICK OF SEEING EACH OTHER hahaha kidding kidding i wont get sick of you EVEN THOUGH you take great joy in poking fun at me and starting ridiculous nonsensical arguments with me EVERYTIME I SEE YOU
on a totally unrelated note i ALMOST caved in yest i was feeling super depressed i was THIS CLOSE to buying some booze to just DRINK everything away but i kept telling myself no its LENT you cannot do this you cannot do this i ended up buying myself ICECREAM well its the lesser of the two evils right still proud of myself because i know that the OLD ME would've caved in but NOPE not me ^_^
Just talk yourself up... And tear yourself down. You've hit your one wall... Now find a way around. Well, what's the problem? You've got a lot of nerve!
So what did you think I would say? No, you can't run away, no you can't run away. So what'd you think I would say? No, you can't run away, No you can't run away. You wouldn't.
I never wanted to say this... You never wanted to stay. I put my faith in you, so much faith, And then you just threw it away. You threw it away.
I'm not so naive. My sorry eyes can see... The way you fight shy, Of almost everything. Well, if you give up... You'll get what you deserve.
So what did you think I would say? No, you can't run away, No you can't run away. So what did you think I would say? No, you can't run away, No you can't run away You wouldn't
I never wanted to say this... You never wanted to stay. I put my faith in you, so much faith, And then you just threw it away. You threw it away.
You were finished long before We had even seen the start. Why don't you stand up, be a man about it? Fight with your bare hands about it now.
I never wanted to say this. (say this) You never wanted to stay, well did you? I put my faith in you, so much faith, And then you just threw it away.
I never wanted to say this... You never wanted to stay. I put my faith in you, so much faith, And then you just threw it away.
